Your turn...I know you can do it

Had a good poker day, played a little and was able to cash out another $50. If I play one more tonight I'll be good to do $100, don;t know if i really feel like playing anymore tonight though. haunted house is looking real good and we picked up pumpkins today. I finally got my Minus the Bear from Jon, it has bonus tracks that are amazing. I also finished up my project for school. i have a presentation on the 10 rules of reading, it is relentlessly boring so I will not go into details about that. All in all it was a good day. I'm playing golf tomorrow morning(8:00) with the guys then off to class. Surprisingly I'm in kind of a shitty mood, feeling kind of depressed all day. It's kinda weird, I mean I have good days and bad days.For the most part I don't think about her but today it was like all I thought about. I'm just pissed at myself, I thought i was past all that. I haven't called her or anything so hopefully by tomorrow this general malaise will pass. For the most part though things are good. I'm jsut going through the motions and counting the days...SILY