There's van with its lights on

Last night me and Rick decided that we are going to change our lives around. I'm looking to be more efficient in the things I do overall. I've been catching up on alot of schoolwork, instead of waiting till the last second i wanna feel like i'm on top of things. So far so good, I completed some homework and I think I might call UCF about a peer advising position. Its gonna be baby steps but overall i know things will be better. Also starting to do all these things will keep my mind busy in light of the break up, I really do good with not thinking about it to much but when i have downtime or i at night I dwell on it. I'd rather not like to keep doing that so I'm thinking this is a good step in the right direction. Plus I cannot wait till Nov. when we start playing shows again, I'm going crazy here not playing! I have an advisor meeting and i'm mad nervous. I was projecting like Spring '09 to graduate but after looking over my transcript i really dont know. It sucks cuz this is the most focused on school I've ever been and i'm getting the best grades I ever have. I'm at the point where i want to know the stuff for my career and excell at it and jsut graduate and start teaching. But in years past I did not take school as seriously and now it is catching up with me. You lie in the bed you make I guess. It's ok though, overall life is good. i was actually jsut thinking of luvky and fortunate I am to live a nice home, have parents who love me, be in school, have my own car, be decent looking i think, lol. Generally I dont have much to complain about, I jsut lose sight of things and get stressed out sometimes. Things are definetly looking up though, I'm gonna make my own happiness. SILY